Am I alone with the thoughts that I have?
I'm afraid that I'm scared of myself.
Am I the only one to doubt who I am?
Wish I was someone else.
Everytime I try to swim,
It pulls me, pulls me deeper down.
Everytime I try to fly,
It holds me, holds me to the ground.
It tells me I'm a freak, drains me,
The monster inside of me, freak.
Save me, the enemy is inside of me.
Would be easier to fight someone else
Than the war I fight within.
It's impossible to hide from yourself.
Where do I begin?
Everytime I dare to dream,
It wakes me, wakes me with a cry.
Everytime I dare to love,
It hates me, hates me 'til it dies.
It tells me I'm a freak, drains me,
The monster inside of me, freak.
Save me, the enemy is inside of me.
Screaming, laughing, the voice is inside my head
Freak, silent echo inside my head
Love me, can you even love at all?
Show me, show me what I ought to know.
Mirror, mirror, mirror on the wall
Tell me, tell me that I'm beautiful.
It tells me I'm a freak, drains me,
The monster inside of me, freak.
Drains me,
The monster inside of me, freak.
Save me, the enemy is inside of me.
It tells me I'm a freak.
